Finally, an update! I'm sorry, I've really been letting things get stale around here. It's my fault, I don't blame you. I've had a lot of stuff on my mind. Perhaps it's time to let it out.

I've been lost in thought about my role as a dad. It's really important, and hopefully nothing I write in this post sounds like I'm making light of the subject. Obviously, it was the biggest decision of my life. Even moreso than marriage, because having a baby means accepting another commitment. I've never been more excited about anything than my son who is on the way. I dream about what he will look like. I think about what lessons will be important to teach him. I've already promised myself that I will read to him daily until he can read to me. It's undescribable, and he isn't even here yet. I hope that the rest of my family and friends are as excited about his arrival as I am.

Unfortunately, one week will not be enough time for me to spend with him before I have to return to work. This is depressing. Not only that, but I will feel guilty leaving Kristina and Oliver at home while I'm working. I'm worried about Kristina giving birth, and probably moreso about her stress stemming from anticipation of going into labor.

Thanks for listening.