Nothing in Particular
Just finished reading Alek's latest post, and all I can say is wow. He carries more baggage than I expected. I'm not going to criticize Alek, because there are many parallels between us. We both like to play music, have some extra weight, and disapprove of drugs. The differences would be that I do not smoke or drink, whereas Alek does. In the past, I used to have difficulty making new friends. It wasn't that I didn't get along with new people, as much as crossing that bridge where they integrate into my tiny circle of friends. It's very hard to find straight-edge people to hang out with, and honestly, if you don't fit the straight-edge description, I probably wouldn't add you onto the "close friend" list. I've had the same small group of friends for several years now, and although I've made new acquaintances through school, etc. I just haven't clicked with any new people. Now I'm getting married, and the likelihood of establishing new friends is dwindling. I'm looking forward to our marriage, because instability has been the theme of my life. Granted, marriage will have ups and downs, but to have and make a life-long commitment to my fiancee will mean more than anything else. Alek, if you're reading this, I wish you luck. You don't have to remain a stranger. Friendship is like two rooms connected with two doors, as long as the other person leaves their door open, you can open your door anytime.